RIP my dear friend.

It took a while, but V’s gone. She’s not dead, just the girl I knew and fell for is. The woman I knew was killed Feb 22, 2010. Her husband came and stabbed me three times in the most cowardly way. I stayed and fought him off before he killed V and Michele.

Lyle spent 90 days in jail waiting to post bond. He has two class X felonies charged against him. Home invasion, where after he called his friend to watch the kids, walked 40 minutes to what he was thinking was my house, he snuck in my mom’s house with a knife he brought from home, hid in the kitchen for 15 minutes and then snuck up behind me and stabbed me in the back. I’d say after his emailed threats he may have pre planned this. I have two witnesses, the cops came in after I had stopped him by punching him in the face a few times. Lyle then wrote a confession to the police and told pretty much the same story we all did. At least he’s not a liar, well on that night he wasn’t much of one. He may have lied a bit when he said we argued but i rarely argue with a knife welding maniac with my back to him. Oh well if you can’t do the time don’t do the crime, as my father used to say to me. It looks like he’ll be doing a lot more time than he expected. I don’t think things turned out the way he was expecting but in the end he has won. Except for the prison gang rapes. I’m sure he wasn’t counting on that.

V was a mess. I stood by her. Stood up for her. Loved her. She handled the situation by crying, I handled it with anger. She never tried to understand how I felt about it and we broke up. Still with love. She texted every day to get me back and after I had worked through it then she changed her mind. She loved the attention I suppose. She loved to break down at work long after the fear had went away. She changed. The loving girl I knew became selfish, a liar, a cheater and absolutely void of respect for anyone, including her own children.

Soon she started dating a pedophile. She didn’t care that she had two little girls in her home as long as she had attention. Lyle even tore up his car and she still didn’t believe he would do such a thing, but did think I would. Luckily I had an alibi. She doesn’t get Lyle is a homicidal maniac and will kill. Good luck leaving him now. She’ll be a dead woman.

She gained my trust for the umpteenth time and then as the last stake in the heart has reunited with the manic who stabbed me and her.

It’s funny she’s on the other side of the table. Lyles parents don’t want her around. Her parents chose a killer and a pedophile over me. I learned right then that they were two idiots. When I say idiots that’s a nice term and putting it lightly. Her Dad and Mom have an over inflated ego for no reason. They don’t have the sense God gave a goose. Oh well fuck em. Maybe next time it’ll be their kitchen Lyle is hiding in and then they can tell me how I should have handled things. When Lyle goes nuts thinking about the guys V saw and had in his bed, he’ll kill her. Their choice. I can’t protect her any more and that was all of their choices.

There is a deal in the works and this entire incident could be put behind us this very day. The weight of Lyle going to gang rape prison is now on his family’s shoulders. Years of having your asshole reamed by a group of scary men seems to mean nothing to them so they are messing around. Keep it up and you’ll get your wish, I really don’t care what happens to him, Ok that’s a lie, I like the thought of him being anally raped. If they want him to be a father, son, and husband, then they will step up. If they don’t I won’t blink an eye before sending him to prison. As my friend Bugs pointed out, “It won’t be jail, he’ll be in prison with other stabbers.” Sad. I’m sure the Wellbaums don’t think my life is worth it but it looks like they don’t think His is either. Tough shit for him. Say good-by to the kids for a while, See your boy again when he’s 20 and explain why you traded my life for his. Oh well that’s the way the cookie crumbles. Sorry Lyle, with the sympathy and apologies you, your family and friends have given, which is none, I have none for you. Maybe you all should have taken a look at being kind. I’m a very kind and forgiving person, unless you stab me, and unless you lie to me V.

Lyle won, the V I know is gone forever and this new one has a life of fear ahead of her. At least she won’t be bored of him anymore. She left because she wasn’t happy. Lyle was boring. Now sleep with one eye open honey. Hide the knives, the next one may be pointed at your throat.

I’ll miss my love and mourn the death of a friend. The V I know today isn’t the person I knew then. Just like the Lyle she knew then isn’t the same. I Have let all of that go. I’ll move on with my new girl who does seem to be breaking down the pain and the walls I’ve had up.

This girl seems great. She’s beautiful, kind, thinks of others. She think about my well-being as well as her’s and her children. I respect her for that. She has the character to tell me the truth and is proud to have me as her man so far. It seems too good to be true. After spending a year wrapping my world around V. Trying to keep her safe whether we were together or not, I have put up a wall and have a hard time letting people in. This girl took the time to find the door. I can’t believe it. Just when you think they all liars and cheaters, here comes one to change your mind. She likes me for me and isn’t trying to change me to suit her. I think she’s great the way she is and I’m pretty sure she thinks the same of me… we’ll see it’s a little early in the game to know what will happen but I have hope. Hope was the last thing I held onto for V. She’s gone RIP… I loved and will miss you my friend.

On to new things…. I should blog more I have some great things coming up. New Cd is close to being out. It’s being mixed right now. Mustash’s CD is close to being out and I played a gig with them and a bunch of Bass on their CD. George’s CD is out! It’s great pick up a copy or down load it. Here it is..

George Ozier – Goin’ Native It’s a fantastic CD and we are getting great reviews and quite a bit of radio play. Call you local radio station and request it!

Till next time my friends…

–Sammy

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